I think I'm not being serious with my project. I was distracted yesterday since I did not workout/nor pushed myself to do some cardio exercises.

Geez! how am i supposed to meet my target? i need inspiration/motivation to pursue this.
why is it always hard to loose weight?

Wow! i never thought that my blog is still active/online after 5 years =)

Many things has happened for the last 5 years and those things/experiences has made me a better person (i hope so =)).

You know what has pushed me/rather made me think to visit my blogsite? It's after I have watched Julie&Julia movie. The power of blogging is still alive eventhough there's facebook, friendster, twitter that eats away most of my time in the net.

I'd like to say that somehow, this is my space/my personal space where I could be more of myself. You see from watching the movie, I got somewhat inspired from Julie having accomplished something for herself. And I would like to think that it is time that I also have to add a purpose in my life. A purpose that will satisfy myself.

One of the things that has changed in me during those past 5 years is my physical appearance (that's natural). Gosh! I've gained more weight! damn those weekly group snacks in our office and as well as those late night snacks when being trapped in our deadlines =(

Well I think that could be a good project for me.
I need to 'shrink' myself back to my size 5 years ago. Is that possible?
I'll give myself 6 months..from a 115 lbs, let's see if I could trim down to 105 by Feb 2010.

Wishful thinking! But I have to be positive about this project for myself.
(and then I have to say my final goodbye to Cheetos w/c I have just finished munching 10 mins ago..great!)

Ok, I think I have to shutdown my TV and go back to my cardio exercise.
let's see what will happen after a week =)